something felt wrong

i felt like i was stepping into my past again..

"rewind"

like im doing the same whole thing again and again... like i cant get out of it.

why is it that i still feel that im the same old me??

to be more exact.. after more than 2 years, when i went through the same situation, i'd make the same call again..

WHY??

even though i know that is going to be something that gonna fuck up my life..

i still want to go for that same path!

why??

havent i know that already??

control control control..

useless.. nth change.. still the same old me.

but i think something might have add on.. im more coward than before.